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Posted: Mon Mar 04, 2013 6:06 am
I don’t even want to sing this.
I don’t even want to care.
I have tried once,
What point is there?
I can’t even see why.
Why must I try to fight this?
Why can’t I just give up and –
I don’t even want to say it.
What good would it do?
My life is full of emptiness
Nothing willed
Nothing ventured
No-one cared for
No-one one here
So to the troubles around me,
And those that await,
What have you against me,
When I don’t even care
And then, it appears!
Across the mountains!
Through the sky!
A light, ~in motion~
Shifting me from despair
How beautiful it is
How beautiful it ~feels~
I can’t even express it,
I can’t even dare.
Sent from the Gods
It feels ever so sincere.
Is it for me, my God?
Is it mine? Is it meaning?
Is it a sign?
I stare.
No answers come forth,
Nothing said,
Nothing shown,
Without questioning the fairness,
I touch it and listen,
It sounds ever so clear
Speaking to me so softly,
It knows me, I swear
I wrap my wind around it,
Embrace it, as I say
With my eyes set upon it,
And my vision in its layers.
/This object is true/
Who am I,
I notice.
Why should I,
I know.
It’s not meaning, not reason,
It’s the song I sing before you.
~And now.
I really want to sing this.
I ~really~ do care.
Sing light into the darkness.
And sing more throughout the day,
~Shifting forever~
~Singing light into this World~
I don’t even want to care.
I have tried once,
What point is there?
I can’t even see why.
Why must I try to fight this?
Why can’t I just give up and –
I don’t even want to say it.
What good would it do?
My life is full of emptiness
Nothing willed
Nothing ventured
No-one cared for
No-one one here
So to the troubles around me,
And those that await,
What have you against me,
When I don’t even care
And then, it appears!
Across the mountains!
Through the sky!
A light, ~in motion~
Shifting me from despair
How beautiful it is
How beautiful it ~feels~
I can’t even express it,
I can’t even dare.
Sent from the Gods
It feels ever so sincere.
Is it for me, my God?
Is it mine? Is it meaning?
Is it a sign?
I stare.
No answers come forth,
Nothing said,
Nothing shown,
Without questioning the fairness,
I touch it and listen,
It sounds ever so clear
Speaking to me so softly,
It knows me, I swear
I wrap my wind around it,
Embrace it, as I say
With my eyes set upon it,
And my vision in its layers.
/This object is true/
Who am I,
I notice.
Why should I,
I know.
It’s not meaning, not reason,
It’s the song I sing before you.
~And now.
I really want to sing this.
I ~really~ do care.
Sing light into the darkness.
And sing more throughout the day,
~Shifting forever~
~Singing light into this World~